TITLE : Slayers, Friendship and Loneliness sequel to Choices
AUTHOR : TidalWave
FEEDBACK : TidalWave@wanadoo.fr
RATING : NC-17
DISCLAIMER : Belongs to Joss, Mutant Enemy, etc.
SUMMARY : Set 3 months after "Choices". The three Slayers have travelled a lot, in Europe mostly, defeating every new demon or vampire nest that was reported to them by the new Council. Giles being at the head of it, running it from a hidden place in Great Britain. The funds of the old Council were still intact in several banks, and Giles managed to keep all their international and diplomatic connections intact as well so he was providing the Slayers with all they needed for work related travel, money, passports... And when they were work free they had 'facilities' to find waitresses jobs or stuff like that to prolong their stay by if they liked the country they were in which was always the case. They were in Juarez a town in Mexico in which a group of demon has been terrorising the town for a week... until the Slayers arrived of course, slaying them.
NOTE : Someone asked me to write a sequel for "Choices" and I replied that I couldn't think of a sequel without thinking of a threesome and that it wasn't the spirit of the fic "Choices",but somehow that idea stayed in my mind and very recently the whole surrounding of that threesome came into my mind making it suddenly 'fittable' with the spirit of "Choices", or so is it my lame excuse for writing such things, anyway I did it and hopefully I won't do it again as I'm sure you'll all think that after reading...

Kennedy was walking slowly down the corridor of their little dark and unbearably heated motel. She was about to turn the knob but sighed and finally didn't. She could hear the sound of her fellow slayers' passion inside. Like every night...

The first month it made her laugh. She would listen to them thinking that even in their moanings and groanings they seem to compete with each other. Each new moan and sigh was going further than the one the other just let out and Kennedy would listen, either from behind the door or from her bed. Counting in her head the seconds before the other's reply to her recent lover's moan. But now it didn't make her laugh anymore, even not smile...

Recently she'd been feeling more lonely, more isolated though the other slayers were very concerned and nice with her. But she couldn't help it. And they knew that, they knew enough about self isolation and loneliness themselves. Sometimes Buffy and her would talk about it or Faith would drag her out to eat an ice-cream or go dancing all night. She really had two different relationships with them. With Faith it was an inherent complicity, as if Faith could always tell what she was thinking, without talking. With Buffy she'd been often tempted to cut herself in the beginning but Buffy, strangely, had an ease to make her talk, Kennedy never knew how but anyway she'd had nice, relieving conversations with the blonde girl. But the gap was still here. There was a growing hole inside of her that she couldn't explain...

Willow... She always tried so hard not to think about her. It had been so easy and had seem to be really the right thing to do and it had been her decision, and it was fine, at the beginning but now...

Kennedy shook her head to get these thoughts out of it, she knew things would not be better even if she hadn't broke up with the witch, she just felt lonely these days and that's why these type of thoughts got to her tonight....
Besides, from what she knew, Willow AND Fred were doing very good, forming a real us. Caring and close, looking and heading together in the same direction... A couple...

Kennedy entered the room, she never waited outside anymore now. At first the older slayers always tried to be discreet and hidden but very fast they even did not hear the young brunette coming anymore as they were too caught up into each other, so, progressively they became more opened in front of Kennedy as it didn't really bother her at the time. They were always sharing the same room, very rare when she had her own room, and even then she would still hear them anyway.

Kennedy closed the door silently and her gaze remained focused on the ventilator on the ceiling, turning very fast, nevertheless she was sweating a lot like everyone in town, a hot summer in Mexico, usually nights were a bit fresher but not this one. Then her gaze lowered on her right and she saw them... pieces of flesh entengled in one another. Buffy on top of Faith for once, legs intermingled and fingers sliping on sweating backs and shoulders. Even sharp nails were unsuccessful to defeat the sweats...

Kennedy was so caught up into her thoughts that she realized too late that the two slayers had noticed her for once and she found herself a bit embarrassed and surprised as she now had two pair of eyes looking at her with a questioning frown. The two slayers slightly sat up on the bed.

"Oh no, I mean- I wasn't looking at you I was, I was-"

She looked aside and shook her head,
"Well obviously I was- but it's not what you think, I was heading to my bed and-"

"T's ok K." Faith honestly told her.

Kennedy noticed Buffy's smile at her as she lifted the cover a little bit to cover her breasts.

"Anyway, sorry. Good night."

"Wait wait stop, are you ok?"

Kennedy remained silent at Buffy's question and Faith and her looked at each other, knowing, still silent.

"Had trouble?" Buffy asked her as she noticed Kennedy's dirty top.

"Oh, yes, nothing big, seems like we'd left out one of them yesterday, the demons."

She got rid of her top, revealing a black bra. Faith sat up more straight on the bed, "Really?"

"He's dead now, it's ok."

Faith smiled wickedly as she took Buffy's hand in hers still looking at Kennedy and said,
"So, you had a nice slaying night, I bet you're all... hungry now."

Buffy looked at Faith, Kennedy frowned as she recognized one of these signals between the two of them that she never get. They were staring at each other, as if they were talking, agreeing on whatever they had in mind. It was like they had their own language. Kennedy was unsure about the meaning,
"Err well yes I guess, but I mainly want to go to bed."

The slayers looked at her, Buffy smiled and Faith added sensually,
"Well that's just what I was saying."

Buffy moved aside a little bit as if making some place on the bed. Kennedy gulped, afraid to think about what she understood there.

"You said it yourself when we arrived here, our mattress is more comfortable than yours."

Buffy's tone was so natural, Kennedy looked a bit around and noticed the empty bottle of whisky beside their bed, she smiled a bit and shook her head. She felt kind of relieved as for her the bottle represented a firm reason why she couldn't join them, relieved cause it gave her a reason, as she had admittedly considered the invitation for a second there. She smiled,
"Look I think you both don't really mean what you're not really saying and that I prefer you don't say so... I guess I'll go with my bed for tonight and you-"

"Would it be enough to knock you out?" Faith cut her.

"What?"

"Whisky? You seriously think a bottle would do. Slayers here K. We're well aware of what we're doing, now I think the question is What about you? You're old enough to make your own choices, you wanna come or you don't."

It was more complicated than that of course and the next day Kennedy would probably know why it is but right now, right here, it was as simple as Faith had just stated it. And she felt so lonely... She didn't want to feel that lonely, even for a short while.

Without realizing it she was already at the edge of the bed, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, completely letting go of any thoughts as the scent of the two slayer's burning center was invading all her brain completely. And the bowl she'd felt in her stomach all these days moved down to her own center and she felt the hurting desire grow between her legs. Then a hand gently took hers to pull her onto the bed, it was Buffy's. Kennedy knelt on it. She caressed Faith's thigh and wiped the trail of Buffy's juices that remained on it, she brought her fingers to her lips and slowly savoured it. Buffy smiled as she began to remove Kennedy's bra. Faith started unbuttoning her pants and helped her to get rid of it as well as her panties. Kennedy moved closer to them, still kneeling in between the two of them, face to them while they were sitting. Buffy bent her head and started to suck on her breast, Kennedy moaned and placed her hand on Buffy's head and caressed her shoulders and back while her other hand moved down on Faith's stomach to reach her mound. Faith groaned as Kennedy started a slow rhythm rubbing it. Her hand on Buffy followed the same way soon after and she was stroking the two of them while Buffy was still sucking on her breasts and Faith licking every inch of her arm, from her elbow to her neck. She took Kennedy's head and pulled her into a fiery kiss until she gasped for air and let herself fall back on the mattress as Kennedy's ministrations had become too intense. Buffy pulled Kennedy into a kiss in her turn then pulled apart too, she moaned loudly in Kennedy's neck before finally lying down on the mattress in her turn, Faith and her kissed and squeezed their hands as their orgasm was very close; they were both already pretty close to it before Kennedy's arrival. Kennedy kept looking at them, taking sight of their beautiful bodies, it's been so long since she'd felt this; warm, soft skin, the scent, the wetness. She was so wet herself just by the simple scent of it all, the memories it brought back to her mind made her body respond immediately to it.

Faith climaxed in a loud moan. Kennedy hardened her teasing on Buffy's clit, the blonde slayer squeezed the sheets and almost broke Faith's hand as she came in her turn. Kennedy was smiling but she still seemed kind of elsewhere. Faith didn't wait, she pulled her closer into a kiss and turned her over so as to land on top of her, just beside Buffy. She started to kiss her everywhere, mouth, neck, ears, shoulders, chest, breasts, sucking and licking. Kennedy moaned, she felt a hand on her left breast, it was Buffy's. She, too, began massaging and sucking on it. Kennedy was gently caressing each girls' head, and stroking their hair, sometimes pulling on it as a reflex when one of them would gently bite her nipples or her earlobes. Buffy slowly went down, letting trails of saliva mix with sweats on the young slayer's belly. Faith placed her hand in Buffy's hair as if to accompany her, as if to agree with her doings. Kennedy let out a louder moan as Buffy reached her center, just brushing against her clogged up clitoris, the younger slayer raised her hips, wanting to gain more contact. Buffy then ran her tongue, not brushing this time, in between her labia up to her clit.

"God."

Kennedy gasped and closed her eyes. Faith slowly started her way down her body in her turn. She arrived at Kennedy's crotch and began to lick on Buffy's neck while the blonde slayer was sucking on Kennedy's soft spot. Faith licked her finger, though it wasn't needed as Kennedy was completely wet, as Buffy's chin could testify. Faith then slid it inside of Kennedy's wetness getting another groan from her, she began a slow thrusting rhythm in and out. Buffy pulled away slightly and Faith kissed her, licking the young slayer's juices on her lover before replacing her girlfriend's mouth on Kennedy's center while Buffy moved up to lick at her belly, dwelling on her navel. Buffy then licked generously one of her finger before slowly moving her hand down under Faith's approving gaze. Buffy started to tease Kennedy's anus before pushing just a little bit of her finger inside of it very slowly, getting a low groan from Kennedy, she withdrew it and repeated the process, getting her tight hole used to her finger while Faith kept teasing her clit even harder each time Buffy's finger pushed in, getting Kennedy's attention focused more on the pleasure than the very slight pain Buffy's finger could cause her at first.

Kennedy's sighs and groans were heavy, she shivered, her legs kept moving up and down, luckily Faith and Buffy had slayer strength too to maintain her lenghten on the bed. She felt so warmed, with both girls touching her, both girls inside her every part, feeling completely taken, caught by them, like her body didn't belong to her anymore. Faith withdrew her finger to replace it by her tongue. Kennedy squeezed the pillow, she'd already torn the pillowcase apart. Buffy left the ex-potential's belly to move down again. Kennedy felt the swap, she looked down as a last effort and saw Buffy's face, it almost seemed like the blonde slayer was trying to get her whole face inside of her so much she pushed her tongue deep inside of her. She pulled apart and kissed Faith wildly which aroused Kennedy even more, she let herself fall back on the mattress. Faith then start again to suck on her clit and thrust her finger inside of her, quickly adding a second one while Buffy was still thrusting into Kennedy's tight passage with her little finger. The young brunette started shaking, she cried out loud as the orgasm shot through her body bringing sweat release and a white mist in her mind.
She was out of breath, eyes opened but still unable to see what really was in front of her, just a white mist.

Buffy and Faith wiped themselves of the young girl's remaining juices with passionate kisses then looked at her, gently caressing her thighs and stomach as the trembling faded. Kennedy had a hard time to process any thoughts at the moment, she felt very high, very light, like she was floating, a contented smile spread accross her face. The two slayers were still waiting for her to recover, Buffy and Faith looked at each other, frowning in pride over their work. And, in fact, that really was a wonderful work as was thinking Kennedy, she couldn't recall having it away that much since her last time with... Willow...

And there she was, her name, bringing her memories with it, her scent too and suddenly Kennedy didn't feel so light anymore but rather very heavy, like she'd just been hit by a truck and was pinned down heavily on the bed... a truck of loneliness, it would catch up with her no matter what. She could see now in front of her, the ceiling, brown, dirty ceiling, suffocating and dark room, and suddenly she felt very sick. Buffy and Faith noticed the change of expression on the other girl's face but before they could talk tears started to fall on Kennedy's cheeks.

"Kennedy."

Kennedy sat up straight very fast and meant to leave but Buffy blocked her, knowing there was no way they would let her go away in that state.

"I must- I have to get away, I-I-"

"Sssh," Faith took her head in between her hands, "no kid you're staying with us, it's ok, it's gonna be ok."

Kennedy broke down in her arms as Faith held her tightly. Buffy and Faith were well aware of Kennedy's melancholy these days but that couldn't be change with a finger snap, it would take time. Faith led the two of them back onto the mattress, Buffy followed, moving as close to Kennedy as she could and wrapped her arms around her waist. Kennedy was still crying in Faith's shoulders, snuggled up into the dark slayer's arms. After a long while she finally fell asleep under Faith and Buffy's gentle caresses and strokes of her hair, and their tender words of comfort.

Morning sunbeams piercing through the thin curtain woke them up slowly. The dry tears on Kennedy's cheeks didn't let her much free-of-thoughts waking up time before she was hit with the previous night's event memories. She felt a hand in her hair, moving a lock behind her ear, it was Faith's.

"How are you feeling?"

Kennedy turned around to meet Buffy's concerned face. The young brunette lied herself down on her back with a sigh, "Girls I'm so sorry about that scene."

"Hey we're friends, I mean we're not just friends, we're close, the three of us we share the same thing. We all have our breaking down moment and I'd say we have to have them, someday it has to go out eventually, so don't bother, we're your friends."

Buffy's hand joined Faith's on Kennedy's belly, they intermingled their fingers automatically.

"Faith and I are in love so yes, we automatically will share more, or act more you know... close, but we really do care for you and we don't intend on letting you down, as much as a brat you can be sometimes."

She got a smile from both brunettes then Kennedy's serious face came back,

"I know, I know-" she went on,
"-I know it's just, I have this habit to, kinda cut myself off from people, mainly from close people when I'm feeling down or when it's going wrong, and I know usually that's not the best thing to do but it's... I always do that, bad habit."

"Well missy I would say it's a bad slayer habit because cutting yourself off, this is a thing B and I are really good at."

"Were." Buffy said looking at Faith with a loving smile.

"Were good at." Faith willingly corrected.

She and Buffy smiled tenderly at each other.

"I know. I shouldn't think... I mean yes, it has been hard for you two, it never goes easily right? Guess I'm learning. Oh I wanted so much the life of a slayer, jee I have it now, enjoy!"

The older slayers laughed a bit at Kennedy's ironical comment.

"It's not that Kennedy, it's, well actually it is but, it's more complicated. You're right Faith and I it's a hard and long story, no way it could have been otherwise, not till we could understand. But I don't think we can have all the right answers, make the right choices if we haven't made some wrong ones first. We're on the tourist road, you know, the longer one before reaching the right places, the right person in our sentimental journey and knowing it's the right one, recognizing her and not running away from her. It's a long process."

"But eventually it happens." Faith added to Buffy's speech, Kennedy smiled at them.

"I don't know if it will be Willow or someone else, maybe that super hot waitress that was SO trying to get off with you the other night-"

Kennedy tapped Faith on the shoulder and they smiled before Faith continued, with honesty,
"But anyway, eventually along the road you'll find what's missing because that's a lie you know, that thing about slayers being alone crap." Faith told her moving closer to whisper the last part in her ears a bit mocking as she stared at Buffy and the two held hands even tighter.

"I'm getting that, anyway thank you both, don't know what I'd do without you."

Faith raised her brows naturally, "Well probably the waitress."

"Faith!" Kennedy and Buffy exclaimed at the same time, Faith raised her brows innocently, "What?!"

And they all laughed.

THE END